I lost my Grandmother and I'm missing her terribly. I miss being able to call her, ask her questions, and get her advice, give her hugs, listen to her stories, and I just miss being able to be around her and see her smile. She was one of the most important people in my life. She was always there for me and she always cared. I don't think I'm ever going to be able to get over her death. She was a saving grace to me. When I felt like no one else wanted me, she did and she always made sure that I knew how much she loved me. I remember the last conversation I had with her. If I had known that it would be my last then I would have said so much more. I hate that I wasn't able to really say goodbye. I wish that while she was here I had been able to adequately put into words what she meant to me and how much I loved her. Words just seemed too weak to express it. She was such an amazing person and a great example to me! She has made such a huge impact on my life. I hope that as I make decisions through my life that I will be able to be as strong as her. That I will follow her example and make her proud of me!